March 2012
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to fall in a river and drown
to fall in a river in the winter and drown
to fall in a frozen river in the winter and drown
to fall through the ice on a frozen river and be swept by the current downstream from the hole in the ice and not be able to break through the ice in the winter and drown
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i read this story about a girl in a book in the library of my elementary school when i was young
i...
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theseareyourdreams asked: You said I could ask you anything. How did you find me? :P
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they are the harshest murmurs each sound shouting agony and fury and disapproval.
the shuffling papers and sliding pencils and scooting chairs on linoleum and sweeping of hair and scraping of palms on tabletops and brushing of bristles in brooms and the soft soft delicate descent of snow.
it isn’t what they are saying (though I do not know what they say) it is that they say anything at...
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(2.7.12) goodnight. be my good knight, please
somebody etched a circle in the sky it throws out its hooks and pull my eyes up I follow the creamy silver light to my destiny along the road of ink
it’s like they are saying code words that I never learned and I feel so naive and dumb and silly and childish
it’s like I refuse to work and do what I should out of spite to those who tell me what to do
as the waves of helplessness run...
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pretend my hair is feathers and I can fly pretend my nails are stone and I am strong pretend I can speak another language and I can understand the world pretend my eyes are marbles and my snake eyes will cry pretend my pores are clean and I am not tired pretend I am insane and I can be ecstatic again pretend my muscles are ripples in the ocean and I will protect you pretend my ears are coiled...
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I cannot sleep until my eyes feel dry and raw until I am only a skeleton and my skin is leather encasing my guts
I have to feel the misery of the worst of all possible lives
To wrap the blanket of (self pity self loath self hate self love self destruct) around me
It’s all the same to me